[ There is no doubt in his mind that this is his mother. She calls him those dreaded nicknames, calls him Elene’shpya. No one but her would do those things.
…and yet no one remembers her. Unless she was deceased, it wouldn’t make sense. He’s holding some faint strand of hope she’s pulling a fast one on him. ]
…I do not know if I can.
[His eyes tell the entire story of how stressed he is right now. He’d probably eat with major disinterest right now.]
[ She looks concerned, but... after a moment, she just steps close and wraps her arms around him, holding him for a bit. ]
Try, for me. I'll try too... well, I need the energy, anyroad.
[ She doesn't know if she can give him any better news, but, she pulls back and touches his face. ]
I'll see you after this.
[ After this being a whole level of nightmares, then Zoraal Ja... and seeing little baby Gulool Ja cry and Sphene showing her true colors and disconnecting Cahciua's link to them.
She can only imagine how stressful it is for all of them, but once they return to Tuliyollal, she's in her cabins, slicing some fruit absently. G'raha was here earlier and ate, but now she's hoping Erenville will show up to just. Rest. ]
[ He wraps his arms around her, he’s trying. He’s really trying. But it’s difficult to keep it together right now. He’s not sure if he’s overthinking everything or not.
Turns out…perhaps he wasn’t. The link to his mother being cut off was enough to send anyone over the edge. But what could they do but return to Tulliyolal. His suspicions were mostly confirmed. If not fully confirmed.
It takes him a long time to show up at Megumi’s cabin. He needed some time alone, but finally he’s here. He did promise to talk to her after all of this was over.]
[ He’s been in a constant state of shock for a while now. Probably ever since the dome appeared. So to say Erenville looks rested is really not the truth right now.
He silently lets himself be lead in, he sits on the bed with no complaints.
What does he want right now? He doesn’t know if he’s ready to talk. Maybe he could ease himself into the conversation he needs to have with just a moments reprieve. ]
[ She is very unwilling to be around anyone she finds troubling. But she brings a steaming bowl of the infused water down and a towel, setting it on the ground and she'll carefully work on wiping his face gently first. ]
You've had a long, long period of time to worry... and learn things. 'Tis time to return and focus on yourself and your needs for a spell and regroup with yourself, aye?
[ Her movements are gentle and slow, carefully wiping and very lightly massaging. It's to ease the stress and improve his circulation. The fragrance should also help. ]
But I suppose it just happens after facing so many shocking things from a young age... eventually, you just have to pick yourself back up to get things done.
You can't let the weight of your troubles crush you.. that's just letting the troubles win.
I suppose you are right, but what if I can't fathom why something would be the way it is? I... found out something rather troubling while we were in Solution 9. do you remember when people would forget those who passed? I saw a few people from my village.
... none of them remembered her.
[ His chest has been hurting since then, and since they heard what Sphene said to them. Was his mother truly gone? He's been fighting back emotions for a while now. He's been fighting so hard to keep it all wrapped up. ]
That's what I needed to talk to you about.
[ His eyes are closed now, allowing her to continue cleaning him up. The fragrance very soothing. ]
[ She stills, frowning as she listens to him and her ears droop as it confirms what she'd already been thinking. ]
Then, Cahciua is...
[ Dead. And died a long while back, it seems like. However that happened. She gently wipes down the side of his neck and touches the opposite side. ]
... I'm sorry, Erenville. I know 'tis probably hollow sounding, but I do know exactly what you're going through right now.
I felt the same way when mine own parents passed out of nowhere. But... unlike these... that was it. I hadn't the chance to talk to them ever again. To say goodbye.
With Cahciua as an Endless... 'tis more than likely you'll at least be able to be with her until 'tis time to not be. It won't be easy, but... know you aren't alone should it come down to it.
[ She's not going to coddle that much- but she is still trying to be a comfort. He's still in pain and shock, and this is the most she can do. ]
[ his chest hurts to say that. He didn't know she was passed, didn't know for how long. It hurts. But Megumi is soothing him greatly right now. Talking about it with her is somehow easier. Somehow. ]
I appreciate it. I will be okay.
[ He won't be, but, he can admit it later. ]
I'm sorry you did not get to say goodbye. I know if it is what we think it is...at least I will have a chance. But I cannot let her go without answers.
[ It's painful, especially since he wasn't there- for three years, he spent time away from his people, expecting to see them. They were supposed to meet them.
Only to be met with time distortion of thirty years like this- and losses. So many, many losses.
(And she knows he won't be okay. He will, but not right away.)
She watches him, setting the towel down for a moment and takes his head in her hands. ]
And you shouldn't. For now, though... take your top off so I can wash the rest? You're so tense right now, 'tis going to make me ache.
[ A weak smile. He asked for a distraction, and there's no point rehashing the obvious. They know what must be done, and like she walked the end, he too will see this through.
[ Honestly he’s still wrapping his head around it. He doesn’t know if he would have been able to to fully comprehend it had he not been as sharp as he is.
It doesn’t make it any easier.
He leans his head into her hands a moment, letting her take all of his worries into her gentle grip. Though their relationship is still new, Erenville finds himself falling for her.]
Mm…
[He quietly slips his shirt and jacket off, putting them aside. ]
[ WAH. She looks a bit surprised, but rather than resist, she moves her arms around his shoulders to return the kiss and slide herself onto his lap without thinking much on it.
Maybe it's stress relief for her, and if he wants some relief like this- it's always effective! She's not going to fight it. When she does break the kiss briefly, she murmurs against his mouth- ]
[ She doesn't mind it either- after all, the intent is to distract, to clear their heads, or at least- make him think of something that isn't what they'll end up having to do.
She places her hands on his face, kissing his forehead and cheek, the tip of his nose and then bumps her nose against him. ]
Alright. I am yours as you want... but know we can stop any time you want, and I shall. No questions asked.
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Date: 2024-07-20 05:03 am (UTC)[ There is no doubt in his mind that this is his mother. She calls him those dreaded nicknames, calls him Elene’shpya. No one but her would do those things.
…and yet no one remembers her. Unless she was deceased, it wouldn’t make sense. He’s holding some faint strand of hope she’s pulling a fast one on him. ]
…I do not know if I can.
[His eyes tell the entire story of how stressed he is right now. He’d probably eat with major disinterest right now.]
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Date: 2024-07-20 05:19 am (UTC)Try, for me. I'll try too... well, I need the energy, anyroad.
[ She doesn't know if she can give him any better news, but, she pulls back and touches his face. ]
I'll see you after this.
[ After this being a whole level of nightmares, then Zoraal Ja... and seeing little baby Gulool Ja cry and Sphene showing her true colors and disconnecting Cahciua's link to them.
She can only imagine how stressful it is for all of them, but once they return to Tuliyollal, she's in her cabins, slicing some fruit absently. G'raha was here earlier and ate, but now she's hoping Erenville will show up to just. Rest. ]
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Date: 2024-07-20 05:40 am (UTC)[ He wraps his arms around her, he’s trying. He’s really trying. But it’s difficult to keep it together right now. He’s not sure if he’s overthinking everything or not.
Turns out…perhaps he wasn’t. The link to his mother being cut off was enough to send anyone over the edge. But what could they do but return to Tulliyolal. His suspicions were mostly confirmed. If not fully confirmed.
It takes him a long time to show up at Megumi’s cabin. He needed some time alone, but finally he’s here. He did promise to talk to her after all of this was over.]
… I can come back later if this is a bad time.
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Date: 2024-07-20 06:31 am (UTC)[ If he can smell G'raha and Estinien having been here- well, it's to be expected. Wuk Lamat, too... poor girl's needed someone to talk to.
She wipes her hands and steps up close, taking his hands and leading him in after shutting the doors, making him sit at the edge of the bed. ]
I made some snacks and fruit drinks. You can have them after... but... would you like to talk? Or... be distracted?
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Date: 2024-07-20 02:05 pm (UTC)He silently lets himself be lead in, he sits on the bed with no complaints.
What does he want right now? He doesn’t know if he’s ready to talk. Maybe he could ease himself into the conversation he needs to have with just a moments reprieve. ]
Distract me for a time, please.
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Date: 2024-07-20 05:53 pm (UTC)You look like a right mess, my darling. Let me freshen you up a bit, aye?
[ She has things for a bit of a relaxing flower towel bath and she can brush his hair. ]
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Date: 2024-07-20 06:28 pm (UTC)[He leans into her hand. Sighing. He’s not going to push her away though, his body language is enough to tell that. ]
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Date: 2024-07-20 06:39 pm (UTC)[ She stands and leans down to kiss the top of his forehead. ]
Take your coat off for me, aye? I'll fetch what I need.
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Date: 2024-07-20 06:42 pm (UTC)He’s honestly amazed that she is caring over him this much. It’s nice to not worry about yourself for a change.]
Truly, I am not troubling you?
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Date: 2024-07-20 06:54 pm (UTC)[ She is very unwilling to be around anyone she finds troubling. But she brings a steaming bowl of the infused water down and a towel, setting it on the ground and she'll carefully work on wiping his face gently first. ]
You've had a long, long period of time to worry... and learn things. 'Tis time to return and focus on yourself and your needs for a spell and regroup with yourself, aye?
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Date: 2024-07-20 07:18 pm (UTC)[He allows her to wipe his face. Has it truly been so long since he’s wiped his face? They’ve been going nonstop for the last stretch of days.
He looks to her, and maybe he can let his shoulders down.]
Tell me, how do you keep going forward when everything is so difficult?
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Date: 2024-07-21 01:12 am (UTC)[ Her movements are gentle and slow, carefully wiping and very lightly massaging. It's to ease the stress and improve his circulation. The fragrance should also help. ]
But I suppose it just happens after facing so many shocking things from a young age... eventually, you just have to pick yourself back up to get things done.
You can't let the weight of your troubles crush you.. that's just letting the troubles win.
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Date: 2024-07-21 02:29 am (UTC)... none of them remembered her.
[ His chest has been hurting since then, and since they heard what Sphene said to them. Was his mother truly gone? He's been fighting back emotions for a while now. He's been fighting so hard to keep it all wrapped up. ]
That's what I needed to talk to you about.
[ His eyes are closed now, allowing her to continue cleaning him up. The fragrance very soothing. ]
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Date: 2024-07-24 10:48 pm (UTC)[ She stills, frowning as she listens to him and her ears droop as it confirms what she'd already been thinking. ]
Then, Cahciua is...
[ Dead. And died a long while back, it seems like. However that happened. She gently wipes down the side of his neck and touches the opposite side. ]
... I'm sorry, Erenville. I know 'tis probably hollow sounding, but I do know exactly what you're going through right now.
I felt the same way when mine own parents passed out of nowhere. But... unlike these... that was it. I hadn't the chance to talk to them ever again. To say goodbye.
With Cahciua as an Endless... 'tis more than likely you'll at least be able to be with her until 'tis time to not be. It won't be easy, but... know you aren't alone should it come down to it.
[ She's not going to coddle that much- but she is still trying to be a comfort. He's still in pain and shock, and this is the most she can do. ]
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Date: 2024-07-25 01:26 am (UTC)[ his chest hurts to say that. He didn't know she was passed, didn't know for how long. It hurts. But Megumi is soothing him greatly right now. Talking about it with her is somehow easier. Somehow. ]
I appreciate it. I will be okay.
[ He won't be, but, he can admit it later. ]
I'm sorry you did not get to say goodbye. I know if it is what we think it is...at least I will have a chance. But I cannot let her go without answers.
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Date: 2024-07-25 01:47 pm (UTC)Only to be met with time distortion of thirty years like this- and losses. So many, many losses.
(And she knows he won't be okay. He will, but not right away.)
She watches him, setting the towel down for a moment and takes his head in her hands. ]
And you shouldn't. For now, though... take your top off so I can wash the rest? You're so tense right now, 'tis going to make me ache.
[ A weak smile. He asked for a distraction, and there's no point rehashing the obvious. They know what must be done, and like she walked the end, he too will see this through.
She won't let him be alone during it, though. ]
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Date: 2024-07-25 02:56 pm (UTC)It doesn’t make it any easier.
He leans his head into her hands a moment, letting her take all of his worries into her gentle grip. Though their relationship is still new, Erenville finds himself falling for her.]
Mm…
[He quietly slips his shirt and jacket off, putting them aside. ]
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Date: 2024-07-25 03:04 pm (UTC)Was she supposed to do anything but stare. Excuse her. ]
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Date: 2024-07-25 03:21 pm (UTC)Did he do something strange?]
Are you alright?
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Date: 2024-07-25 03:27 pm (UTC)Leans her face into his touch, not breaking eye contact, though. ]
... you're bloody gorgeous, you know that, right?
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Date: 2024-07-25 03:36 pm (UTC)[ You know what, actually. Fuck it. He’s been staring at her lips for the last however long anyways.
He’s going to pull her down to kiss her!]
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Date: 2024-07-25 03:55 pm (UTC)Maybe it's stress relief for her, and if he wants some relief like this- it's always effective! She's not going to fight it. When she does break the kiss briefly, she murmurs against his mouth- ]
... are you sure?
[ Does he really want a distraction like this? ]
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Date: 2024-07-25 04:05 pm (UTC)[ Even if they didn’t go all the way. He doesn’t mind being distracted by her like this.
He wants the distraction, needs the relief. He’s so pent up in more ways than one. ]
If I didn’t want it, or wasn’t sure, I would have said no already.
[ Putting his arms around her waist. ]
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Date: 2024-07-30 07:32 pm (UTC)She places her hands on his face, kissing his forehead and cheek, the tip of his nose and then bumps her nose against him. ]
Alright. I am yours as you want... but know we can stop any time you want, and I shall. No questions asked.
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Date: 2024-07-31 04:21 am (UTC)His hands rub her sides, he’s not explored her body before this, but…he thinks it’s soft, supple. Nice in all the right places.]
Mm, thank you.
[He turns his head to catch her lips again. ]
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